H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K

It's been the third time. I'm feeling sick with no reason. The symptoms are same, headache, fever, and fatigue. But this time is a lil bit different. I also feel abdominal pain and nausea. I know it's homesick. The previous I suffered from this kinda sickness, I found that it heals by being home, of course in Surabaya, with my lovely family. This sickness really killing me. I feel powerless, seems like I'm dying. It feels like I need to go to the hospital. Because I never had a serious sickness before. I'm feeling that this sickness is the worst.
By the time my Father came to pick me up from Malang, or just heared that I'm going to go home, I felt better.
It has been 3 weeks I'm not going home. I usually go home once a week. Maybe that's the reason why I'm homesick. Like I told you, homesick is really killing.. It feels like you're going to die that day. The headache is too heavy, you're gonna have a mild fever, your body shivers, and you're gonna have no energy to wake up from your bed..

we're more than just friends, we're siblings.. :)

hari ini aku sakit.
ngga tau sakit apa, yg jelas aku pusing bgt, panas, lemes, skit perut, dan mual2. (tp bukan hamil lho!!!!!). jam terakhir kuliah aku dah ga kuat bgt. aku cm duduk lemes di pojokan. trus tiba2 mual lagi, aku lari ke toilet mau muntah. ehh nggak lama kemudian, temen2ku nyusulin aku. vina, liza, varen, tebonk. mereka udah bawa tas gitu.. nyuruh aku pulang, dan mereka totalitas ga ikutan kuliah juga! padahal kuliah td itu penting bgt, bukan sekedar kuliah, soalnya td itu matkul clinical skill. ini udah ke 2 kalinya mereka bela2in pulang kuliah buat aku. pernah juga suatu hari aku lg down bgt, dan tiba2 aja aku nangis di kampus. mereka langsung ngajakin aku pulang, dan semuanya langsung ninggalin praktikum anatomi gitu aja. padahal aku tau waktu itu mereka lg semangat2nya belajar anatomi. i just can say "thank you, for being such a good friend. you're my bestfriends, evenmore i've consider you as my siblings". I LOVE YOU very much... :')

inside and out

Baby, I can't figure it out
Your kisses taste like honey
Sweet lies don't gimme no rise up
Fool, what you're trying to do

Livin' on your cheatin'
and the pain grows inside me
It's enough to leave me crying in the rain
Love you forever but you're driving me insane
And I'm hanging on
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I'll wait, I'll never give in
Our love has got the power
Too many lovers in one lifetime
Ain't good for you
You treat me like a vision in the night
Someone there to stand behind you
When your world ain't working right
I ain't no vision, I'm the girl
who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire?

Wrap myself up and take me home again
Too many heartaches in one lifetime ain't good for me
You figure it's the love that keeps you warm
Let this moment be forever
We won't ever feel the storm
I ain't no vision, I'm the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire?

Don't try to tell me that it's over
I can't hear a word I can't hear a lie
No girl could love you more
And that's what I'm cryin' for
You can't change the way I feel inside

You're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow
No man on earth can stand between my loving arms
And no matter how you hurt me, I will love you till I die

I ain't no vision, I'm the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire?

Loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Inside and out x6

cooking class! wonderful sunday

It's Sunday, January 24th, 2010. Me, Puchi, and Billa have no idea what to do. But finally we had fun together !

makan marsmellow di pasar atom


nyobain baju di GM


masak pancake di rumah Puchi


voilla! ini dia pancake buatan chef Puchi, Winda, dan Billa !


hmmm.. enak lhooo !

my guardian angels

Thanks God- me having them. They're my guardian angels :)

last picture is my 20th birthday surprise. LOVE YOU LIKE HELL. xoxo. cups

HELL-O !

Hi there ! I'm Winda, 20 years old. Now I'm studying medical at Brawijaya University. I have a great life with my family and friends around me. I love ALLAH, my family, my friends, cats, kids, PPG, japanese food, hang out, fashion, shopping, social networking, jazz music, miiko comic, and reading magazine. Someday I wish I could be an obstetric and gynecologist :)